Forgotten Trials In My Life

Takot ang nangingibabaw, pero tinitikis ang isipan
Kailangan aking labanan ang kahinaan
Pinipilit man ako , kailangan tanggapin
And tawag ng panahon para matakasan
Matugonan ang mga pangangailangan
Ito lang ang tanging nakitang paraan

Matamlay na nag-iisang lumipad palayo.

Sa aking paglisan, bitbit ko ang sandata
Ang saloobin , minimithi dala ang tapang
Katapangan na naghuhudyat sa aming buhay
Kung ano ang mangyayari ay diko alam
Ngunit dama ko ang isang katuparan
At kung ako ay mabigo man
Handa ko itong kalimutan

Ang Pag -apak ko sa buhangin na ito
Kakaiba, ito pala ang Dagat na Pula
Na aking nabasa noong akoy bata pa
Habang ako noon nagbabasa ng Bibliya
Ang Pulang Dagat sa Gitnang silangan
Nagsilbing paraan makalimutan
Ang dagok ng buhay kong kay hirap

Ang lugar na ito ay naging sangkap
Sa katuparan ng aking mga pangarap
Masakit na katotohanan, pamilya ko ang kapalit
Magtagumpay mag aking mga kapatid
Nakatulong sa aking mga magulang
Kapalit ay ang maagang paglisan ng asawa ko
Bumalik na sa langit habang akoy nasa malayo.

Wala akong magagawa, dahil sa kahirapan
Pilit Kong kinalimutan ang masakit
Ang kahapon puno ng saya at sigla
Mayroon bagay dapat ibaon sa limot
Kalimutan na lang para magpatuloy
Harapin ang ngayon at ang kinabukasan

Dati, ako, asawa ko at nag-iisang anak lumilipad.
Hirap man kalimutan, ang nakaraan
Bumabalik minsan sa aking isipan
Ang paglimot ay ang paghilom
Sa puso kong bigo at labis na nasasaktan
Hindi madali na proseso ang paglimot
Dahil lahat ay nakaukit sa puso at isipan
Lalo nariyan ang anak at apo ko
Kahit kailan ay di pweding kalimutan

Ako ngayon ay nag-iisa sa loob ng tatlong dekada, halos limot ko na, bumabalik ngayon bigla.

English Translation

This picture taken by me in the Red Sea of ​​Jizan Saudi Arabia.

I don't want to go back to the painful memories
Why I was brought here to Saudi Arabia
I never dreamed of being away from my family
Especially with my only child who is still small
But fate brought me here
Because of a life tragedy

Fear prevails, but the mind is shaken
I have to fight against weakness
Even if I'm forced, I have to accept it
And time calls to escape
Meet needs
This is the only way seen

Feeling so lazy flying away alone.

When I left, I carried the weapon
The attitude, dreams with courage
Courage that characterizes our lives
What will happen is unknown
But I felt a sense of accomplishment
And if I fail
I'm ready to forget it

My stepping on this sand
Strange, it turns out to be the Red Sea
Which I read when I was young
While I was reading the Bible
The Red Sea in the Middle East
It served as a way to forget
The blow of my life is hard

This place has become substance
To fulfill my dreams
Painful truth, my family is the replacement
Succeed my brothers
Helped my parents
Instead, my husband left early
Go back to heaven while I'm away.

I can't do anything, because of poverty
I tried to forget the pain
Yesterday was full of fun and energy
There are things that must be buried in oblivion
Just forget to move on
Face the present and the future

Before, me, my husband and only child used to fly.

It's hard to forget, the past
It comes back sometimes in my mind
Forgetting is healing
My heart is disappointed and very hurt
Forgetting is not an easy process
Because everything is engraved in the heart and mind
Especially my son and granddaughters are there
Can never be forgotten

I have now been alone for three decades, It's almost forgotten, it's just coming back now suddenly.

Note: Real life experience since 1998 up to 2024

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@olivia08

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